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About Me Member Emotional Poet Barbara19/Female/Austria Recent Activity Deviant for 10 Months
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NachtEine Nacht verändert Leben,  stürzt uns ins Glück oder Verderben.   
Schon lange versuch ich's in Worte zu fassen,  doch scheitere ich kläglich,  da nur stumpfe, wenig schmeichelnde Worte für das Erlebnis Liebe  meinen Geist zum Schreiben bewegen.   
Die Intention ist falsch.  Vielleicht sind diesmal der Worte zu viel Bedeutung zugefallen,  um Gefühl zu vermitteln. Nacht
by ~LadyMiserable
ProtestTwisting, iching split-minded thoughts  
turn my insides apart at the sight  of thousands proving their point.   
Marching, shouting masses  trampling on the system,  I grew to love since I was born anew.   
Still the guilt won't let go off me.  I keep asking  
both my head and my mind  to shut the fuck up.   
Ignorance is their answer.  The poor remain unheard! Protest
by ~LadyMiserable
The mazeI feel like lost in a maze.  
Running, running,  
dashing through narrow corridors that lead nowhere but where I started from.  
Screams of people yelling my name echoe through thick air.  
 
I can't turn around,  longing, longing,  since the past has been closed for me ages ago.  Fear is filling my entire body and grips my throat.   
I keep on running,  
gasping, gasping,  until my feet give up the race and I hit the floor.  Silence mutes the crying voices with no origin.   
Suffocation and broken bones.   
But by the moment, I should tragically end,  t The maze
by ~LadyMiserable
Bittersweet memoriesI've flipped through old photographs today.  Photographs of a soul in the making  taken by music notes  
that took me so high  
and dragged me too low.  
 
Those scattered teenage memories  
of fear and pain and love and empathy,  warming the soul  
that grew colder  by the time I grew.   
The Time seperated me from myself.  Everything's turning upside down now  at the view  
of the songs I used to sing  and the man I used to love. Bittersweet memories
by ~LadyMiserable
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eternity and beyond.If I could just escape with you and pretend that the world didn't matter; if even five minutes like that could ever exist, I would make each moment make a difference. I would turn the clouds to soft cotton and let you rest your weary head upon them. I would stitch you a blanket out of the sky, and light up your eyes with the stars. I would take you for walks on the rings of the planets, I would give you wings made out of the universe and let you fly where you wished. And even if that meant abandoning me, I would allow it, because all I want is to make you happy.   
If I could go anywhere with you and forget everything, I would not p eternity and beyond.
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White HeartI can't take it anymore  I don't want to be the bad boy anymore  When I look through your white heart.   
Heart that is so pure  Has melted all the lies for sure.  I never imagined the power of love.   
It makes me sad that I cannot accept the truth.  It is a lie that I cannot prove you to be real.   
*I cannot prove your true identity.  I cannot show the tears I cry for you.  Your white heart, it blinds me.  I cannot show my true identity.  I cannot pray for you anymore.  Your pure heart, it loves me.   
I can't cry anymore.  I can't release your s White Heart
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Snatched     It all started out as an innocent kiss. Your lips brushed mine, your tongue barely catching my lower lip. I hesitantly wrapped my arms around your neck, and you pulled me in. But the kiss didn't go deeper. It just stayed innocent and sweet.   
    Weeks into our relationship, it became a passionate kiss: your eyes would gaze into mine and a smile would crawl up on your face; your lips would brush mine and my body would be engulfed by dizziness. You'd smile during the kiss, catching me as I fell.  
 
    Being with you made me feel like an entirely different p Snatched
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what a coward.these tears, they burn through my flesh  and expose the bloody white bones underneath,  they whisper their way down my body,  tickling every little nook and cranny possible.  my fear makes my body quiver and shakes my ribs  till one by one they start to crack and shudder  and break my chest open, trying to free my heart.  it doesn't want to be freed.   
those words, so unspoken are now bleeding from  my cracked lips onto busy city streets and down into  muddy gutters filled with rotting animal corpses.  they stir up unwanted emotions and abandoned  memories as they trickle down what a coward.
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News of the day!

Tue Oct 6, 2009, 2:10 AM
Hi guys and girls aswell! ;)

I guess I have to apologize, since I haven't been online here very often, although I've promised it in my last journal. I'm sorry!

But there's also a good and reasonable explanation for me withdrawing from dA. A lot of things changed for me in the last 4 weeks. Not only that I've overcome my writer's block and hopefully will finally succeed in finishing school. No, my marital status changed from "single" to "in a relationship".

Yeah, that's right, I'm in love! :love:

The only downside is, that there's not much space left in my head for poetry yet. I've written one poem, which I (the first time of my life) consider as too private to upload it here. Maybe next time. :D

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  • Mood: Yearning
  • Listening to: Mostly Porcupine tree and Snow Patrol
  • Eating: peanuts (Charly Brown tastes damn good :D)
  • Drinking: Mineral water

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First of all, you have to know, that all my poetry and prose is approximately 2-3 years old. The reason is, that I started to develope a heavy writer's block about 2 years ago and I still haven't found a way out of it.
I truly hope you like my work and I'd appreciate comments (positive and negative).

Update: I'm very slowly starting to overcome my writer's block. So, my newest work is really new.
There's still a long road ahead, that I have to go down, but I'm quite positive about the near future.

Yours,
Barbara


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The hardest and also most important lesson we have to learn is,
to pick ourselves up, when tripped and fell. (2009)

Devious Info

  • Interests: horseback riding, writing, drawing, playing the guitar,...
  • Favourite movie: There's no favourite. I like Almost Famous, Cruel Intentions, Thumbsucker, Juno, The Rocker, ..
  • Favourite band or musician: Too much to name all of them here, but I think my favourites at the time are Placebo and Snow Patrol
  • Favourite genre of music: Grunge, Alternative, ...
  • Favourite poet or writer: R. D. Brinkmann, H. Hesse and H. Böll
  • Operating System: Windows XP
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod nano!
  • Favourite game: The Sims 2 and Mario Kart Wii! ;)
  • Favourite gaming platform: spiels.ch
  • Favourite cartoon character: Daria!
  • Tools of the Trade: a pen in every colour and a piece of paper or any surface I happen to have beside me.
  • MSN: ladymiserable@hotmail.com

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*lost-diamond Oct 5, 2009, 5:15:39 PM
Thanks loads for all the favn darling :D

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As we grow as unique persons, we learn to respect the uniqueness of others


xxoJags
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~LadyMiserable Oct 6, 2009, 1:47:21 AM
You're welcome! :hug:

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I'm a proud member of =RawEm0tion!
"If you're longing for music instead of constant blaring, pleasure instead of amusement, real passion instead of flirtation, this pretty world is no home for you." - H. Hesse (from "Der Steppenwolf" translated by me)
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*FEUERVOGL Sep 28, 2009, 3:59:52 AM
hey babsi, möcht dir nur ein paar gedanken schicken, so welche die stärken und dich erfreuen sollen.....bei was immer
werner
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~pat-angel Sep 21, 2009, 5:55:29 AM
Hey!! Kannst du mir helfen?? Hast du das Lied Happy Ending von MIKA irgendwo auf CD oder digital am pc??? lg pati
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~LadyMiserable Sep 21, 2009, 7:48:55 AM
Nein, tut mir leid. Mir fällt auch daweil niemand ein, der es haben könnte. Ich werd mich umhören, okay? Lg

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I'm a proud member of =RawEm0tion!
"If you're longing for music instead of constant blaring, pleasure instead of amusement, real passion instead of flirtation, this pretty world is no home for you." - H. Hesse (from "Der Steppenwolf" translated by me)
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~pat-angel Sep 21, 2009, 8:21:13 AM
das wär lieb, danke! :aww:
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~LadyMiserable Oct 2, 2009, 8:10:11 AM
Tut mir leid! Ich hab niemanden gefunden, der das Lied hat. :(

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I'm a proud member of =RawEm0tion!
"If you're longing for music instead of constant blaring, pleasure instead of amusement, real passion instead of flirtation, this pretty world is no home for you." - H. Hesse (from "Der Steppenwolf" translated by me)
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Mood: Speechless ~pat-angel Sep 14, 2009, 12:31:33 AM
Ich habs dir schon mal persönlich gesagt, aber ich schreibs noch mal!! Ich hab mir heute mal zeit genommen (im Unterricht :lol:), um ein paar deiner gedichte durchzulesen. WOW!!!!!
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~LadyMiserable Sep 14, 2009, 2:39:50 AM
Danke! :hug: Ich freu mich, dass sie dir gefallen!
Hey, aber nicht die Schule vernachlässigen. ;) Stunden im Computerraum muss man ernst nehmen. *lol*

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I'm a proud member of =RawEm0tion!
"If you're longing for music instead of constant blaring, pleasure instead of amusement, real passion instead of flirtation, this pretty world is no home for you." - H. Hesse (from "Der Steppenwolf" translated by me)
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~pat-angel Sep 14, 2009, 5:55:04 AM
;), sicher doch. Aber wir haben die Novotny gehabt. Kennst du sie?? Eigentlich total nett. Aber mit ihr machen wir absolut gar nichts.
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